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my happy place

Fri May 30, 2008, 9:36 PM
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: heartbeat of the world
  • Reading: uber-boring university stuff
  • Watching: <3
  • Playing: D2 @ BN
  • Eating: ambrosia
  • Drinking: nectar
What does it mean to be strong?

Yet another metamorphosis. And this time, it' so very immanent.
The problems and obstacles didn't vanish, no. But the fear of them - obliterated. Frankly, the fear of anything has finally come to an end. Replaced by a sense of detachment from all the people around but hey, it's a start.

That's why I don't give a damn who reads this (implying: no one does and no one cares but neither do I)

It's almost ridiculous, how strongly our perception of life is affected by the emotional conditions in which we're in. And, notably, how deep changes can emerge from such an emotional state, even if it's not so significant by itself.

The feeling of inner solidness almost makes my head feel dizzy. After losing the grip of every single one of the things which I always thought of as pillars of my self-esteem and existence - there is something else there, something that doesn't derive from who I am. It is the one thing that hasn't changed through all those years and I'm quite delighted to discover it's still there.

My happy place.
It feels like home.

And it's all thanks to You =)

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Woking, Surrey
  • Interests: Novus Ordo Mundi, philosophy, modern physics, Go, LD & OBE, music, computer games
  • Favourite movie: "Pi", "Waking life"
  • Favourite band or musician: <3
  • Favourite genre of music: that which touches the soul
  • Favourite artist: Zdzislaw Beksinski, Alphonse Mucha
  • Favourite poet or writer: Wislawa Szymborska
  • Personal Quote: "I'm sorry"

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:icontei187:
no wiec? kiedy wrzucisz cos nowego?
:disbelief:

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... i messed around as little boy...
... i grew up, made the blade my new toy ...

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:iconmalenstwo:
Haha.
Nigdy? ;)
Przeciez juz nie rysuje ani nic...

(w tej chwili w ogole za granica siedze wiec wybacz te lagi w odpisywaniu)

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All you need is love
:icontei187:
na wybaczenie trzeba zasluzyc, kolezanko. wrzuc cos

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... i messed around as little boy...
... i grew up, made the blade my new toy ...

Bydgoski Klub Deviantow "BYDGOSTIANT"
:iconfilip41:
ostatnio przeglądałem co mi kto w rysunkach wpisał i się zastanawiam... jak tyś do mnie trafiła? :D
ide przeglądnąć galerię :D
twą... :D

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"Spustoszony przez śmiech i słowa, pobity przez małe uczucia i rzeczy, przez pół miłości i pół nienawiści, tam gdzie trzeba krzyczeć - mówię szeptem."

T. Różewicz
:iconmalenstwo:
Ba, pod mianem mym mam przecie wypisane - 'lurker'.
Ale nie ma mnie tutaj obecnie.

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All you need is love
:iconfilip41:
mnie się wydaje, czy masz GO wpisane? grasz w go?

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"Spustoszony przez śmiech i słowa, pobity przez małe uczucia i rzeczy, przez pół miłości i pół nienawiści, tam gdzie trzeba krzyczeć - mówię szeptem."

T. Różewicz
:iconmalenstwo:
'Gram' to troche za duzo powiedziane. Najstarsi gorale moze pamietaja czasy, gdy gralam, to i doszlam z raz do litewskiego 8 kyu ;)
Teraz - ech.

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All you need is love
:iconfilip41:
to kiedyś musimy pograć. ;p Dla tak zwanej przyjemności...

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"Spustoszony przez śmiech i słowa, pobity przez małe uczucia i rzeczy, przez pół miłości i pół nienawiści, tam gdzie trzeba krzyczeć - mówię szeptem."

T. Różewicz
:iconjones6:
thanks so much for the :+fav:

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Now you've gone and done it old chap... You'll never live THIS down.

LJ [link]
:iconhanshou:
Helloooo~ :3 Yes, I know it's late/been awhile (*cough*half a year*cough* …. >.< XD [heh, you've probably even forgotten about the fav]), but better late then never, eh? XD Here's the old fashioned personal visit to say:
Thank you for faving At First Sight~! :glomp: (You rock!)
For you: [link]
:]

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<3 Hanshou

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