Yet another metamorphosis. And this time, it' so very immanent.
The problems and obstacles didn't vanish, no. But the fear of them - obliterated. Frankly, the fear of anything has finally come to an end. Replaced by a sense of detachment from all the people around but hey, it's a start.
That's why I don't give a damn who reads this (implying: no one does and no one cares but neither do I)
It's almost ridiculous, how strongly our perception of life is affected by the emotional conditions in which we're in. And, notably, how deep changes can emerge from such an emotional state, even if it's not so significant by itself.
The feeling of inner solidness almost makes my head feel dizzy. After losing the grip of every single one of the things which I always thought of as pillars of my self-esteem and existence - there is something else there, something that doesn't derive from who I am. It is the one thing that hasn't changed through all those years and I'm quite delighted to discover it's still there.
My happy place.
It feels like home.
And it's all thanks to You





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... i messed around as little boy...
... i grew up, made the blade my new toy ...
Bydgoski Klub Deviantow "BYDGOSTIANT"
Nigdy?
Przeciez juz nie rysuje ani nic...
(w tej chwili w ogole za granica siedze wiec wybacz te lagi w odpisywaniu)
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All you need is love
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... i messed around as little boy...
... i grew up, made the blade my new toy ...
Bydgoski Klub Deviantow "BYDGOSTIANT"
ide przeglądnąć galerię
twą...
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"Spustoszony przez śmiech i słowa, pobity przez małe uczucia i rzeczy, przez pół miłości i pół nienawiści, tam gdzie trzeba krzyczeć - mówię szeptem."
T. Różewicz
Ale nie ma mnie tutaj obecnie.
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All you need is love
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"Spustoszony przez śmiech i słowa, pobity przez małe uczucia i rzeczy, przez pół miłości i pół nienawiści, tam gdzie trzeba krzyczeć - mówię szeptem."
T. Różewicz
Teraz - ech.
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All you need is love
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"Spustoszony przez śmiech i słowa, pobity przez małe uczucia i rzeczy, przez pół miłości i pół nienawiści, tam gdzie trzeba krzyczeć - mówię szeptem."
T. Różewicz
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Now you've gone and done it old chap... You'll never live THIS down.
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Thank you for faving At First Sight~!
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<3 Hanshou
If only you knew...
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